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...tough decision it was, indeed.
to make a move, or maybe not. ii was confused - totally ii am, or probably will call it a dilemma - when that 'topic' dragged up by my friend *blehx* one simple move could crumbles one's friendship. A simple three words and yet it's hard to spit out. hahaha...
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ii chose NOT to... ii dont know the real reason. probably im afraid...yes, ii fear. Ever since my first confession which was never success, ii can no longer overcome it. Regret and sad? - There'll be no regret if she found someone but sadness and sorrow do built inside me. There's no point to be sad also, i've been sad enough past few years.
for the first time...im happy when ii found there's someone truly supporting me. some people just blabbed out from their mouth.
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the path ii have had chose to walk will be the darkness. There is no light for me, like trapped inside a dark cave for thousand years *like Goku in Gensoumaden Saiyuki* ahaha - friends are just torches. They shine for you temporarily, and disappeared.
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p/s: im not emotional... it's just a confession (of truth).
