ii have to admit that dating is money draining in every aspects. Women is so hard to understand. ii really dont know what each individual wants or needs from a man to be their boyfriend or husband. I feel sad for those who have been into/are in bad relationship right now. Screw them, none of my business.
At the this age of coming 25's, seems like many friends are getting married or safe-to-say engaged. It's nothing bad, it's just simply ii will get more angpao next year, and the following years. I feel fortunate that ii dont have this family pressure at my age, but ii do feel im spending more money to loosen my inner soul. Am not sure if this is healthy, but longer ii stay being like this... may destroy my world.
Dating is good. Excessive dating is harmful. Why? When it becomes a habit, we no longer seek what we are initially looking for, and becomes a fun thing. End of the day, forever alone. *snap fingers*
ii wouldn't say ii am no longer sulking because of romance, ii still do. Just that, ii dont have any commitment to any person right now 'till next year. Also ii don't know what is holding me back. Am ii unable to move on? I feel ii am living in denial.
