It's been awhile here. After two stressful months have passed, moody up and down, everything has back to normal - not actually everything. I don't know what has gotten into me. Someday ii am feeling fine & happy, some other day ii get emotional, and even emotionless.
Today's lesson: Moved On.
I guess it's the best time to really move on. Loyalty is not the key, yet. There are time friends trying to cheer us up from being emotional, giving hope "fight for 'him/her'" & giving thought there will be second chance. Instead, when the signs are too concrete 'NO'. Then it's best to "STOP".
With the final resort: deleting the photos in computers, burnt a photo, and to keep a final special little memories in the diary. This is our final goodbye.
Lastly, ii don't know what has gotten into me. Recently, am tend to be lust for love. Maybe because of my male hormones. When talking about hormones, am not relating it to sex. Desperation until to the point that wanting to ask your friends to intro some of their friends for a hook-up. But...that's all for today. -END-
