...arrived at BSRC at 1.38pm. -eyoh..to be exact- ahaha. the day was dark and heavy rain again, but good thing we were not playing outdoor sport. Badminton it is. it's been awhile ii have no been practising to improve my skills...it's deteorating. However as we were on a good match against better players, ii started to become a lil serious...and my skills was back although there was still many slight mistakes.
First match was ii-feel-so-sorry. lolx.. on the game to get second point, the opponent ran near net and hit a drop-ball..quickly ii strived forward and smashed -not my real intention actually- at him right to his chest. my bad! lol. hope it didnt hurt much. what a good start of first match *sigh* No mercy game. ahaha. Overall we won, lost in 2nd match. Managed to defence and control at 3rd match.. *grin* it was a good game.
it's been awhile ii never play such kind of match.
After the day was clear, went to swimming. Three new learners...one managed to learn how to float within 30-minutes. Great! Other two...one knows to swim not float, one is still stiff - cant swim nor float. Then we moved into deeper area - which is 2m-depth ii guess - by clinging at the edge. Suddenly Mr.R -who juz learnt how to float- has gut trying to float from deeper area to shallow region. Even ii myself dun hav guts like that yet. ahaha. Then who knows he floats to the middle of deep-region instead of shallow region...wrong direction.
Panicly my body automatically jumped and tried to save him. I myself not quite adapt to swimming yet already trying to save people. I grabbed his body start pushing him up and forth to the edge.
Then my mind starts telling me...
"Omg! I dont even know how to save people and ii dont even really know how to swim yet"
"Two people are drowning here...Need help..."
Luckily ii have enough oxygen...able to push him as hard as ii could while im struggling under the water. As my oxygen is running out and succesfully pushed him to the edge..while im still abit far, ii started to get panic...Struggling for oxygen as ii cant even tip-toeing the ground... Inhaling air as ii got onto the surface before sinking down again... After swim across and able to cling onto the edge with my lousy, unprofessional frogstyle, ii felt really relief.
"Are you trying to bcome hero kah?" laughed my other fren.
"ii dont know..ahaha..my body moved by itself".
Thank God. haha. However at that time ii do wish myself to get drown...to end my misery sadness and sorrow life. Surprisingly ii have no fear of drowning at that time.
Good thing that my mindset isnt that strong.
I should live for another day...
*sign-off*
